had dis great crapping session with alex n zr at je 2dae afternoon. WOW. i havent laughed tt much in a long long time le. was really great loh. can just forget about everything n anything..seeing them laugh jus makes me laugh as well.

..for more serious stuff..

i made a vow to myself, at the end of the year, never to not treasure stuff in my life again and only regret after its over. but this is coming back to haunt me now. let call this thing Z. the way im facing Z, the attitude im having towards Z, is nothing but idealistic. so yah, since i have such a attitude towards Z, will i regret not appreciating and treasuring it when its all over? will i onli see its true value only after its taken away?

i dont want the same kind of agony to take place again. ive had enough of it. i dont wanna have that kind of feeling again.

dis isnt meant to be a sad post..its jus..mind-boggling.